Counselling Session...

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Sebelum ni Aisya pernah bawa balik borang kaunseling daripada sekolah. Aku tengok dia isi bahagian yang memerlukan kaunseling untuk keluarga & kewangan. Aku buat-buat tak tahu je.. I thought maybe she just simply fill-in the form & she won't submit it to her teacher.

Friday nite, she told me that she went for Counselling Session at school. Again, I ignore it. Pretending x dengar apa dia cakap. Actually I was shocked that my girl who is only 9 years old went for counselling session. I take it positively, maybe it just a normal counselling session for all students.

Yesterday morning, she asked me "Mummy nak dengar tak cerita Aisya pergi jumpa Cikgu Kaunseling?"
Aku pun kata "OK, boleh. Citelah."

Aisya pun memulakan ceritanya. She said that she had told her teacher everything about us - me, her & her daddy. Ols about our financial & lifestyle. Not to forget, everything about both families. As a mother, I patiently listening to what she said.

Aku terkedu & tak sangka sangat-sangat dia boleh meluahkannya pada seorang guru. She do apologies because she told her teacher everything but her reasons for that was "Aisya tak nak bebankan mummy lagi & Aisya kesiankan mummy." OMG, airmata seorang ibu mengalir jua.

Aku tengok dia sungguh tabah menceritakan segala-galanya semula kepadaku. Berkali-kali dia memujukku agar jangan menangis tapi entah kenapa airmata ini turun dengan sendirinya apabila mendengar ceritanya. Aku tak marah padanya. Aku merasakan betapa aku mengabaikan perasaannya lagi. Dia juga memendam rasa. Terlalu banyak penderitaan yang ditanggungnya but she's intelligent! If not, she won't take that action rite?

The way she elaborate & explained shows her maturity in thinking. Ols her views. Experiences, surroundings & various situation develop her to be like that kot. Aku tak ajar pun dia. Dia jadi diri dia sendiri disebabkan masa, keadaan & how do other peoples treat her. Yup! It's true...

Gurunya juga telah membantunya. Terima kasih cikgu. She seems happy from suggestions & plans that her teacher planned to her.

Selepas dia menghabiskan siaran ulangan perbualannya dengan guru kaunseling tu, aku tanya dia "Apa perasaan Aisya selepas jumpa cikgu tu?"
Sepantas kilat dia menjawab "Aisya rasa tenang sangat mummy! Aisya rasa lega!" and she smiles proudly.


U r very intelligent my dear! Mummy love u so much!
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